Life is hard. There are so many decisions to
make every single day. Some are big while others are small, but each has its
consequence, whether or not we may see it. Often we are filled with doubt and
fear as to moving forward and acting upon those decisions. Having come home
from my mission just a little over five months ago, I was filled with that
fear. The decisions I would be making would make all the difference in how my
life would turn out. Unfortunately, I let that fear control my actions, or
rather, prevent action even with what I cared most about. There was only one
way to conquer and to move forward. I had to find courage.
In the midst of fear, when nothing seems to
be going right in our world, how do we find the courage to act? I look to the example of Captain Moroni when he
first became chief captain over all the Nephites at the young age of 25. I
thought my problems were big enough, but Moroni had the responsibility to
protect a whole nation. Nerve wracking? I think so. Did he have doubts as to
his ability to lead knowing that the lives of thousands rested upon his
shoulders? I am sure he did. Yet, despite his fears, it did not stop him from
accepting the responsibility. So how did Moroni do it? He had a purpose, he was
prepared, and he trusted in God.
His courage came from purpose. He went
forward with the knowledge that he would be fighting for liberty, for family,
and for God. As we sit down and ponder over our lives, there are certain things
that we fight for. We should not worry about all the possible outcomes, but
rather the certain outcome that we desire. We need a “why” in those decisions
that is powerful enough to give the courage
that propels us forward.
He received courage as he went forward prepared. Moroni had a battle plan and
provided the best armor and weapons for his soldiers. Once there purpose, it is
time to figure out what we need to do in order to reach the desired outcome. Take
the time to figure out each step and gather the necessary “armor and weapons.” It is also important to get some previous practice in, if possible, before going through with the final parts of your plans. Some plans will be more in depth than others, but they will all help in finding
courage.
He found courage
as he relied on God and not on his own strength. He and his soldiers cried unto
God and desired to follow as He would have them do. Faith in God is the most
important part of finding our courage. He does not desire to see us fail, and
as we turn to Him, he will provide for us what we lack. In 2 Timothy 1:7 it
says, “For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love,
and of a sound mind.” When we seek God’s help, he will provide for us the courage we desire in order to overcome.
As we strive to have purpose, preparedness,
and faith in the face of fear, we will find the courage we seek. It worked and continues to work for me. God did
not send us to Earth to watch us fail due to fear. As we face the trials of
every day, we can stand true and push forward in spite of fear. We can find our
courage, we can succeed.
Bring in the Light, and let courage overcome your fear.